As im drawing near to the end of this month, i cant help but wonder about one thing this whole day;

what if i was still pregnant? Would i be as happy as i am now? or would i be the complete opposite?

Yes, for those now just joining the ride of my life ; i was pregnant. Youre probably wondering why the hell im even bringing this up. I guess you could say that if i was still pregnant, i would have had the baby this or next month.. and to be honest, i didnt bring this up, my ex did.

we both know we made stupid choices, by blocking out reality from our fantasy that we would get a happy ending to some kind of fairy tale. But no.

Life is not a fairy tale . Life is not like a movie. Life is a reality that we cannot afford to ignore, because if we do... there will be a time that itll be too late to even change anything.

i dont know what im talking about. this i nonsense rambling. please, excuse me and this post .